2011-09-14 09:23:51 UTC
Then after 4months & losing about 19lbs,I started eating normally again w/ the occasional guilty binge + I also started to drink Simulack.
Fast forward to now where I an experiencing some difficult backwash...
Occasional & most worrisome SYMPTOMS:
(these happen once-twice every month for about a wk!)
-twitching eyelids.
-headaches.
-heart palpitations (I can see it throu my shirt).
-dizziness upon standing where I feel like am very close to fainting.
-tightness in chest,like close to a pain-sometimes I do get the pains tho.
-diarrhea or constipation.
-stie over the left eye.
-vision is getting worse ( could be because I broke my reading glasses,so am watching telly,on computer everyday).
(these symptoms sometimes stop while I am eating or just after,and will resume like 5mins afterwards)
Everyday SYMPTOMS:
- 0 period for a whole years,one exception being last june where I experienced the above symptoms
and my period came back for 5days after those occasional symptoms stopped.
-aching in the elbows,wrist,sometimes knees.
-dizziness upon standing-but not as severe.
-internal warmth upon eating starch,sweets,or anything heavy.
-slight tightness in chest when I'm about to lay down for sleep.or just a weird aching everynow & then
throughout day.
-paranoia.
-stress.
-depression.
That's it I believe.
For a little extra history, I now do 45mins of cardio 5x's a wk + yoga/pilates 2x's.I've been a vegetarian for 4yrs.And while I was never a bulimic,you should know that ever since I was ten my food can just start making it's way back up w/out me lifting a finger.I mostly just swallow it back down-otherwise I would be empty,but sometimes (esp around my binge days) I'd just spit it out.
Now,any insight?...am I close to death?:s ..severe anemia,osteoporosis,brain tumor,heart disease,liver/kidney failure,severe heart arrhythmia??..seriously,am I just going to die in my sleep very soon??!!..I fear the worst-always.A friend of mine (who is in no way a doctor)thinks it could just be stress or anxiety.
I'm extremely stressed,I'm going out of my mind because I don't want to die.I don't know if I felt these problems before my stress or after-it's the chicken or the egg case with me.
If your wondering why I don't just see a doctor,I have 0 insurance atm.I'm trying work this out,as I am also a student.If you can help,even if you went so far as to get your doctors opinion.I would be forever great full and I'm sure life will reward you for your kindness.I hope you win the lottery.
Thank you SO MUCH!!